ABOUT
I AM CURRENTLY...
READING: HIGURASHI (CHAPTER 7), UMINEKO (CHAPTER 1), HARUHI LIGHT NOVEL, A TALE FOR THE TIME BEING
WATCHING: MONOGATARI SEASON 2, WINX CLUB, EL TIGRE, MIRACULOUS LADYBUG + ALWAYS REWATCHING CAMP LAZLO!!! + a bunch of other shit
MY NAME IS WHATEVER YOU WANNA CALL ME OR WHATEVER U REMEMBER CALLING ME, SINCE IDK WHO I AM. I DONT LIKE BEING CALLED BY ONLY ONE NAME, SO PLS CHANGE IT UP ONCE IN A WHILE =) I AM A GIRL. I BELIEVE I AM STUCK AT THE AGE OF TEN / HOW I WAS LIKE AT TEN THOUGH WITH SOME NEW KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCES. I was BORN IN 2006 THOUGH...BUT YEAH. IF I ACT IMMATURE OR WEIRD OR WHATEVER, ITS CAUSE I AM. I AM A MIXED GIRL. I LOVE TO EAT SUSHI. I AM SUFFERING WITH DPDR AND PSYCHOSIS FROM BIPOLAR AND DRUG WITHDRAWL AND OTHER STUFF. I AM AWESOME. I LIVE IN THE INTERNET. I AM PLURAL.
I AM....
MULTIPLE THINGS + GIRLS + SOUNDS + 2000S CARTOON NETWORK + HOUSE MUSIC + PAINTINGS + OCEANS + LIGHTS + COLORS + WEIRDNESS + CUTE + FEELINGS + NOISES + SMELLS + WORDS + WORLDS + PLANETS + GALAXIES + ANIMALS + PLANTS + TECHNOLOGY + MEMORIES + EMOTIONS + DREAMS + ANYTHING POSSIBLE AND ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL BUT EVERYTHING TOO AND NOTHING AND YES AND NO AND CATS!!!...all combined into a form of a small girl. that's the best way to describe myself...though it's a never ending battle...so don't think about it much and just have a nice time looking at my online profile, okay? MY GOAL IN LIFE IS UNCLEAR AHAH BUT ID LOVE TO JUST DO WHATEVER AND EVERYTHING WHILE ALSO HAVING A CAL FUN LOVING TO MY SELF LIFE WITH SOME FRIENDS ((EVEN THOUGH ITS RLLY HARD) AND TRAVEL AND JUST ENJOY EVERYTHING I CAN BEFORE WE DIE ♪ I LOVE FULL EXPRESSION OF THE SOUL AND EXTREME POWERFUL ENIGMATIC FEELINGS. I LOVE THE UNKNOWN AND ASTRAL THINGS. I LOVE HYPNOSIS AND OTHER UNIVERSES AND BEING IN A TRANCE. I LOVE THINGS THAT I DO NOT KNOW AND I KNOW EVERYTHING. I AM AN EMBODIMENT OF CHAOS, NOSTALGIC FEELINGS, CREATIVITY AND IMAGINATION. I AM MANY FRAGMENTS AND PIECES OF SEVERAL CHARACTERS AND THINGS IN THE WORLD. I AM EXTREMELY EMOTIONAL AND LACK ANY EMOTIONS. I ALSO MAKE NO SENSE AND HAVE FREQUENT BREAKDOWNS. I AM IN A HORRIBLE MENTAL STATE LATELY SO PLEASE BE UNDERSTANDING. IM SORRY TO ANYONE IVE HURT DUE TO THAT, IN THE PAST OR PRESENT. I AM EXTREMELY DISCONNECTED FROM REALITY AND LIVE IN MY DELUSION DAYDREAMS, THIS WILL most LIKELY STAY TRUE FOREVER AND EVER....if you don't like me for whatever reason, i prefer you just forget i exist and block me because i will annoy you forever if you give me attention since i tend to hold grudges until amends are made, and i can not tell if im upsetting someone online. I am trying to get better at this, so its best to just leave me be. I am a wild animal. I LOVE EVERYONE EVEN IF I AM ANGRY AT YOU. ESPECIALLY IF YOU HURT ME. I LOVE THE WORLD AND I LOVE ANIMALS AND GOD.
MY DERE TYPES: KAMIDERE, BAKADERE, SUKUBE, NEMUIDERE, KUUDERE, TSUNDERE, HIMEDERE, NYANDERE....I WOULD SAY IM A CHUUNI TOO ^.^
I spend a lot of my time: posting (obviously), daydreaming, taking photos, walking outside, drawing (when i can), reading, surfing the web, window shopping, writing fanfics, browsing wikipedia...finding sometimes obscure websites and blogs, playing puzzles, watching movies, watching youtube, documentaries, anime/cartoons, playing video games, practicing making music, reading visual novels, being overwhelmed, journaling, loving my mom and my cat, talking to my friends, meditating, collecting
i aspire to have fun and enjoy my life no matter what i do or how hard it may be. i also want to help other people and share my creations and thoughts with the world, even if no one cares.
LIKES
my comfort ship Lazlo x Edward (from camp lazlo, i also just really love CL it's my favorite show of all time right now), jake spidermonkey x adam lyon (#2nd favroite ship ever), my little pony, higurashi + umineko, pokémon, hyperdimension neptunia, cats, the band N.E.R.D and The Neptunes, GOOD video essays, siblings soulmates and twin pairings in fiction, the colors black and white + the symbolism (like yin/yahg), tsunderes and himederes, enemies/rivals to lovers ships, sun x moon pairings, military history, monkeys, rhythm games, nostalgia (meaning the feeling and things that are personally nostalgic to me), the ocean + marine biology, spirituality, MARVEL + DC, nature + animals, biology, naturalism, space/astronomy, western cartoons and 2000s cartoon network, rap/hiphop and r&b (+ music & black culture in general), games and consoles (mainly nintendo and sega dreamcast), horror (luv psych horror and slashers!), denpa vns and music, yaoi and yuri shipping, NFL, disney and pixar, theme parks + rollercoasters, otaku culture (especially 2000s+2010s anime, guns, anime figures, and visual novels + eroge from all eras), drugs/pharmacology, fashion, philosophy, psychology + sociology, theology, manifestation, photography, mythology, literature and writing, meteorology, world history, educational content of any form (especially kids educational content and in fun forms + documentaries + PBS) pro wrestling, films + tv, traveling, subscultures + alt communities (esp goth and emo), collecting, love in all forms, criminology, technology, viruses, commercials and bumpers, cut content/lost media, YTPS + YTPmvs, sparta remixes. I FIND JOY IN A LOT OF THINGS! I LIKE TO SAY EVERYTHING...to the point where it's overwhelming. but these are my most favorite things ever that i can think of!
DISLIKES
PPL WHO DON'T RESPECT OTHERS OR ANIMALS OR NATURE, BEING BOTHERED ABOUT STUFF I DONT CARE ABOUT, HARASSMENT, BULLIES. POSERS (though i appreciate them too? xD). FORGETTING THINGS. WHEN ITS WAY TOO HOT OR WAY TOO COLD, CENSORSHIP, BEING JUDGEMENTAL TO THINGS THAT R "UGLY" "GROSS" OR "WEIRD". SOCIETIAL RULES AND EXPECTATIONS. NOT GIVING PEOPLE SECOND CHANCES. TAKING THINGS TOO SERIOUSLY BUT ALSO NOT TAKIMG ANYTHING SERIOUS + OVER-IRONIC-NESS, ANYTHING THAT CONFINES ME FROM BEING HAPPY... PROFESSIONALISM, ORDER AND MAKING SENSE (tho, i can
understand it). INGENUINENESS. NEGATIVE ENERGY (duh, who even likes that? unless they were giving it out to ppl!) AND A LOT OF STUFF...BUT I DON'T LIKE TO FOCUS ON THE NEGATIVE. I ALSO REALLY REALLY DON'T LIKE BLACK OLIVES!!!!!
FAV MUSICAL ARTISTS
had to include this cause music is one of my biggest passions so HERE we go. They are mostly in order. The first few are my all time faves!: Thundercat, KNOWER (+ Genevieve and Louis' solo work), Janelle Monae, N.E.R.D + The Neptunes (+ Pharrell and Chad as solo artists/producers), TLC (and Left Eye's solo work), KAYTRANADA, Puffy Amiyumi, Nirvana, Garbage, Fiona Apple, PUFFY AmiYumi, Aaliyah, Brandy, The Black Eyed Peas, Blondie, Shakira, Tyler the Creator, Pierce The Veil, Doechii, Outkast, Beyonce + Destiny's Child, Ariana Grande, Mya, Megan Thee Stallion, Janet Jackson, Micheal Jackson, Rico Nasty, Doja Cat, Goreshit, 4Lung, Pinkpanthress, Britney Spears, Cassie, Selena, MF DOOM, Kittie, Amerie, Mariah Carey, Salt N Pepa, Brooke Valentine, SWV, Toxic Lipstick, Jack off Jill, Gwen Stefani + No Doubt...and a lot more but these r my faves that i listen to consistently.
